Don't Stop Believin' - Journey

I feel like I'm being stalked. It's not nice. at all.

whatodo?

I got an invite to Google Wave. I am ecstatic, but it's not much fun when no one has one, or even knows what it is.

Sometimes I read other people's blogs and find that we are not the same at all. And then it's interesting to find out how I might have gone. It's neither good nor bad, just different.

November is vanishing like October did. I find myself wanting to do so many things, but being unable to squeeze in the time. And it's not leisurely things, I want to review Avatar. I've researched it and all, but have yet to find the courage to pitch for it because I'm not sure I'll have the time. And yet I'm also not sure I'll be able to find enough stories to cover later on.

What should I do?

(via maeve holler)

Do you understand people? Do you sometimes feel like you know someone, but then are proved wrong? And you actually don't really know them at all, because they are saying are things you suspect you can never wrap your head around or understand? And it makes you sad and you don't know how to help at all?

Do you know what I'm talking about?

Have you ever been angry with someone who had no idea that you were angry? No matter how you hint?

TO DO LIST:

TURN OFF the MAC
CAMP Games - edit the objectives
SEND new tee design

IN OTHER NEWS: Our phone is completely wonky. It works for maybe an hour or so, then you have to turn it off then on, to get it working again.

Music like this inspires me to pick up the guitar.

Banana Pancakes - Jack Johnson

None of my friends play it though, and I get uninspired really fast. But since I've played the piano before, picking up another music instrument shouldn't be so difficult right?

A purpose

(via bella MUMMA)

So I suspect I'm spending too much time on the computer?
I've finally finished designing the Crusade Camp T-shirt, I think. Will call the Mac service guy tomorrow so they can tow her away. And hopefully fix all those cracks. I've been using the PC for the past few days, and I realised that Illustrator CS4 is pretty different from my version.

HMM... Oh yea. I fixed up the yahoo media player, which strangely cannot be used when viewed on Firefox. I've tested it on Safari and Chrome and it works just fine.

Know what? Sometimes I think of switching back to Blogger. Of course without a tagboard. I really dislike tagboards. Mostly because no one tags.

Such Great Heights

Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

I changed my time zone to +7 Christmas. It sounds lovely.

I live on an island, yet I live in a city.

As with cities, the pace of life is incredibly fast, you can't catch your breath without being left behind.
As with islands, there is no escape.

That sounds remarkably like a depressing horror story, if it's possible.

I can't understand why there is so much hurt in the world. How much of it is real and how much imagined? And why are there some people who are always sad, while others are perpetually happy?

Is it just a way of seeing things that makes them this way? Simply a case of pessimism vs. optimism?

And why do still others seem happy on the surface, but when you delve deeper are full of unspoken hurts, pain, and confusion? What's the sense in it all.